de bi t ch. [Happiness is a journey, not a destination.]

Monday, August 22, 2005

been a while. well i actually do have lots of thoughts to put down. but i know how blogs work. i mean i've been blogging for some time. and it's really scary how blogs connect; it's afterall on the world wide web. so really anyone can be reading this. and i have written things that have offended people vice versa. but yet i still continue doing it, probably because for some of them, i want them to know my disapproval. now i'm hesistating. sigh. well i think i'll just continue.

well i was reading some blog abt friends. and how this person is happy to have the friends he/she has. and the best thing is because they do not judge. and they accept each other for who they are. yeah agreed. and that's probably why i'm not too happy abt. i mean well of cos i have the bestest friends. and one thing i respect them for is their straightforward quality. they never hesistate to point out what is wrong with me and what i've done wrong. and honestly, i'm never offended by what they say and do take what they say into serious consideration. BUT hahaha i seem to forget about them after a while. heh. sounds familiar eh to some of you? ;) i'm still trying la! hahaha! :D

yet there are some people who cannot take critism. everyone is different i agreed. but as a friend, sometimes i feel like telling them what i feel yet i hesistate. because i feel that they may not accept what i say and take it the wrong way. in the end hurting our friendship. and i feel very sad about this. cos it just goes to show what kinda lousy friend i am.

sigh. you know this isn't the first time you are like that. i have told you abt this a long time ago, and it didn't exactly got it the right way and it hurt us. and that's cos you have such a huge pride. now everything is back to normal. and we are good. but you are still the same old self. maybe worse? i have no idea.

grr i hate this rambling. i hate it when i start rambling. and not get to the point. sucks! grrr. sigh. forget it. i think i can never blog this out. shall just keep it in me for awhile. i mean it's not that i can't tolerate. i can. it's just i don't want to see you, my friend, go down. sigh. we'll see.

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